I left Trinity here last night with Chris instead of taking her to the church nursery with me–she was napping and I didn’t want to wake her. She was in bed when I got home. I woke up at 3:45ish and heard her wimpering. She was standing in her crib, still in her clothes from yesterday, hair still up in a hairband (ouch!) and soaking wet head to toe, in pee. Did he not change her diaper before bed? I’m not sure. So a 4 AM bath, load of laundry and sheet change and she’s back asleep while I’m wide awake. Of course, during this whole process he is asleep and dead to the world. He doesn’t wake up when she cries or when Gracie calls out in the night. Can I honestly feel good about leaving them next week if he can’t/won’t care for the girls like I need him to? Most of you know I adore my husband and love him dearly, but I am the primary caretaker of our girls. He doesn’t change diapers. I’m going to be gone for 4 days! Pray for us!! I’m starting to rethink this trip–although I desperately need it!
It’s almost 6. I think I’m going to go dig out my running shoes and go for a jog by myself. I’ve been wanting to start running and since I’m awake…
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