Sometimes it just doesn’t matter how positive of a person you are, or how wonderful your life is, sometimes things are just blah. And that’s me this evening. I am naturally the most outgoing and fun person. I laugh a lot, I enjoy joking around with Chris and playing with my kids. But tonight I am tired and cranky.
I had a massage last week to release some tension and hopefully work out some of those muscle strains and aches I got during chemo. Unfortunately it caused all those toxins from the chemo to be re-released into my blood stream and I got very sick Friday night. Hmm, a nice relaxing massage on Friday and then up until 3 Saturday morning regretting it. See? Blah! Blah, blah, blah!
The end of my cancer treatment cannot come fast enough.
Trinity had what I thought was another brochitis battle coming on, but the doctor said it looks like she may have asthma. So we have an Albuterol inhaler and a breathing treatment I’m supposed to give her every morning and evening. It’s weird, it looks like a bottle with a face mask at the end, and you put the inhaler in the other end. Most babies cry, the doctor told me, so they get a nice deep breath with each puff. But not Trinity, she thinks it’s funny and takes shallow laughing breaths through the whole thing. Funny little baby!
Tomorrow’s Gracie’s “Friend” birthday party. Of course, all the grandparents are coming too, and I’m sure they will enjoy being the grandparents and not the parents during the chaos. I’ll put pictures up when I can. So far everyone who was invited has RSVP’d…so that’s 17 kids and 12 siblings and I don’t know how many parents. Holy cow. Maybe I’m crazy…at least it’s not at my house. Hahahaha!
Oh–I had a request to put this up…it’s really bad quality but it’s only like, 5 seconds long. She’s dancing on the screen at Chuck E Cheese’s. She’s just not shy at all, that totally comes from me. Sigh. I can’t wait till I’m feeling better so I can be right up there with her!
I’d better get to the laundry. Bye!
Anonymous says:
It’s okay to have “blah” days, you know. Everyone has them and everyone is entitled to them. I, for one, don’t expect you to be cheery and upbeat ALL the time! That would just be annoying. Hahaha.
Tonight is going to be soooo much fun! I know I probably won’t see you much since there will be so many kids and their families there, but that’s okay!
I wanted to call you last night and tell you how CUTE Gracie’s cake is!! I was soooo excited while we were making it! I think you are going to really like it! I can’t wait for you to see it! See you tonight!
February 26th, 2007 at 9:27 am
Anonymous says:
How did the birthday party (round#2?) go?
February 26th, 2007 at 6:28 pm